8/25

I can't paste message....

No news offer recently.

I think only my hair is too long, and lone time no dating.

about one month we didn't do anything here...

I had work seven weeks and still three weeks have to through. MRT carriage make me feel tired and sick every morning but i didn't find the best way to take bus to get there on so far. i still try to do many things and read novels. got a little cold.

and how have you been?

sorry about missed your birthday, almost. recently i usually feel unwell, i think i'm not the one who can sustain my one alone, i mean truly alone, like as when you say something to someone, you'll look forward the reply. but when i got the reply i feel more worse. short and impolite, i don't know how can i continue the invitation. when others do something that i can't expect or i don't want, i feel far far far far to them. that's not their fault, i hope not mine, either. at last i need the unreal but polite relationship... sometimes very fragile and feel get hurt easily, was i hurt someone before? i hope everyone stop hurt each other... i'm not strong enough but i with affections abound in my all. i know you but sometimes i don't. i want you happy if it's hard, i hope i can beside you. good night and good luck. both us.

7/21

Don't lazy....that's all.....(ㄎㄎ)

Recently not well for everything, but I think the notion is important. I will try to make happy by myself. Anyway I forgot celebrated your passing test. I will shout you a meal next time.

Today afternoon when I get off work and back home, the view of the road beside MRT train was beautiful. The dark clouds, sun shine lights the trees and houses, watery skies. I was in a good mood so I decide to cut hair. Not bad this hair style.

why i have a feeling that is you can write them all totally by yourself then give me the pay? if you want to correct some words for your ideal model you can just do it don't ask me anymore, i can just get the pay and do what i can do, even i don't think your describe better than mine. some words i avoid to use because of my picky. i don't like them. should i tell you? but it's doesn't matter, the online website will not appear the name of the author of the content, and i don't think i'm the author of those words, either.

i think i am too angry.

the day before yesterday i went to Hsinchu to checked my room of school dormitory, my roommate already lived in and put her stuff to the better side, the side near window. so my desk near the door, when someone open the door suddenly, i think it will hurt my back.

i think i am too stupid.

I saw that few days ago (from a blogger who copied from Alice's wonderland):

“But I don’t want to go among mad people,” Alice remarked.
“Oh, you can’t help that,” said the Cat. “We’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad.”
“How do you know I’m mad?” said Alice.
“You must be,” said the Cat. “or you wouldn't have come here.”

I just thought about what you will give me if I tell you I need something irritable, is that my wrong? I really don't want to know and I will run away and cover my ears. I don't want listen anything anymore even that I let you said something at first. I'm a truly bonehead. damn it.

7/6

keeping lazy :P

I dated with my ex-boyfriend today afternoon. This morning I receive a very big package, it's my sister sent from OSAKA. Beside some chocolate cookies, all of the package is full of her winter clothes, sweaters and overcoats, I almost getting angry, she bought too much.

My ex-boyfriend share some interesting things with me, and told me my sister was very interesting. He starts learning French. I think he has some genius of language but I don't.

busy busy busy busy

This Saturday I will go to bookshop to work, maybe that is my last day there. New job locate very far of my home, every morning I should get up early. Few days ago I felt very very very unwell and almost can't stand up, I guess maybe because of no seat that day.
In addition, the interview case assistant call me again, I should rewrite the documents for finish them, and I can get the extra pay. Okay. I said.
I want to take bus to work. But I didn't find the feasible way till now.

6/29

Per I get a amazing thing. Ruby talked to me "Dec 24 will engage to checken. This is first hand news, please low key and waiting for the good news. I am needy......冏rz

6/28

Recently mood is down, always have a bad thing interfenence me,beautiful things coming soon,please.
Life is not change, I think hard to change,too. But we still need trip, I want to play.
In addition, you need check your body soon.

Btw, this version is so fancy...., my eyes will dim...

lovely bra

Watched a movie today afternoon, it's nice and exceeding my expectations. After out of theater, my colleague and I went to Starbucks and took a break, then we went to SOGO to bought bra because there're on sale! We took long time to pick up the lovely style and our size, it's hard! Finally I bought one sport style bra, one bra with lace, my colleague bought two cute bra and three briefs.

thx for help...

Yesterday my one bookshop colleague said she want to quit, because the store manager is a bonehead...he didn't know what's the wrong with him, but we were already ran out of our patience. She was angry and said she don't want see him anymore, in actually, neither do I .

I lost my graduation certificate of high school, and my graduation certificate of university was taken from institute. OHOHOH*_* hope everything will be okay.

exercise?

Yesterday I saw two movies, "Tangled" is Disney animation, and "Le Bonheur" (The happiness) by Agnès Varda. I love Varda, I don't know she had the aspect of dark before I saw the film. "Le Bonheur" shocked me. Today I went to bookshop, our cash register had some trouble that can't be used, we cannot but hand-wrote the receipt. It's very troublesome.

I wanna do some exercise this summer vacation, gogogogo!

Although I have to do two works, one is Mon to Fri a typing part-time job, another is weekend job at bookshop. And I want to read more books, seems like I'll busy. I hope I can do them...ohohoh...

study day

I try to sell my tickets of this TFF, because a new job email me and ask me to work next Monday. Today I went to the library near my home, in actually I was went for air condition. I read a good book "The Politics of the Governed" by Chatterjee, the subheading "Reflections on popular politics in most of the world" is interesting to me. I almost read half of the book. I hope I can finish it this week.

6/21

My friend said:you have not write diary several hundred year... I swear:only have several day...don't slander me... =_=

I am busy , busy for.....anything...(example: go to GYM, buy vegatables, play online game and chat for friends...)

Today my roommate was cook, I ate health a meal. Hope my body is good quickly.

K. Mok win pop music awards~

I miss you and I love you but I think I can't drink milk tea anymore because I'm too fat. Those are two things. I chatted with my friend today said something about the emotion and condition, when we don't know what will happen, feel exhausted, or feel all things boring. Maybe we don't sophisticate enough, or maybe we already too sophisticated.
Who knows?

I miss you and I love you that I'll say it again and again. All the things pass.

There's no correlation between the title and content.:P

ohlala

I want to say happy birthday to you, do you think you will feel happy? I can't tell you anything about this universe we live, I can't tell you how I was, my teeth were broken and my tongue ties a knot, you don't know how shy I am. That's okay. I don't know how long you'll remember, if I quit the magazine, if I become the other one. You don't know someone loves you silence, even that can't be called love. I even don't know you, why I said this word love.

My grandmother was discharged from the hospital, my mother help her do some action for rehabilitation. An old friend just back from Hungary, we had a date this night to talked something about that travel, my job, his job, our trouble, many things.

i want to swim

Yesterday night I slept very bad, a lot of mosquito bite me all night. And I drink latte coffee at about 11:00pm, so I can't sleep till morning. So tired.

Too hot. I want go to swim but I can't swim. Maybe I can soak in water. Most of the swimming pools ticket are very expensive that I can't afford. I found a swimming pool is cheaper than those, but nobody want go with me. Because there's too far.

6/16

Recently my eyes feel uncomfortable, maybe look at computer long time. Suddently I don't know what can I write, so I need rest first.

everything's...

I went to school bookshop today afternoon, and my ex-colleague of eslite bookshop went back to school for an interview from her teacher, after the interview she came to bookshop to met me . We ate dinner together and she waited till I off work, then we went to riverside and chatted about something happened on us recently. More or less we have some trouble should be solved, and we try hard to do.

chaotically

I was so lazy these days...(but you, too!), 6/10 So lucky I got the bed of school dorm, and I bought 3 books from Tazze - one online bookshop. 6/11 have an afternoon tea date with friends, there were four flavors of waffle: strawberry, chocolate, apple, and matcha. At the same time, my grandmother had an operation. God bless. 6/12 my colleague's boyfriend have an exhibition at Xiemen, and that day was his birthday, we came to celebrate. 6/13 I went to an interview (again!) and 6/14 today I try to arrange something, it takes me whole afternoon.

6/12

Dear,do you want to tai-tung on 7/2?? +0 will needs order the train tickets this Friday. Maybe is day trip. Please reply me or +0 before this Friday.

the busy freeter

I want repeat the sentence I had said 4 days ago, "There's many things happened on me"...I was not did it on purpose, but I was too tired.

6/7 night I went to watch movie "Mao's Last Dancer" with my friend because he have gotten the free tickets, the dancer and his dance fascinated everyone in theater, that's great. But I don't like the political metaphor, seems like "just only in capitalistic nation the art can develop freely". :(

6/8 I got up early and went to new office, but some of reasons I leave there quickly. At that day night I want took some books from the publisher, the principal of the publisher chat with me and to met an editor who was graduated from the institute of NCTU. so happy.

6/9 I sent the books to Shanghai, and went to bookshop at afternoon. It's hard to explain what happened on me, so I just told them I need money and to find the other part time job, but give it up finally. That's it.

6/10 I washed the clothes and sheet, and try to read the English book now.

6/9

Lazy N days. I am very busy for game,play,go home, and something.(I also don't know something is what?)
Summer is so hot, I need air conditioning...,actuality I am use it everyday!! The weather is brothersome, and I still eat medication now. I think my friend lose someday to write ,too. I miss +0 (crying), and I not miss u :P.

the Dragon Boat Festival

My friend was sooooo lazy and she was not wrote the diary for 8 days!
There's many things happened on me, including quitted a case job, got another part time job, my grandmother fallen down and hurt her hipbone, and my mother to looked after her these days.
I read a thick book "The Brothers Karamazov" by Feodor Dostoevski, it has more than 900 pages, pretty wonderful. Three brothers were quite different, and there's many speculation and discuss about life, religion, emotion, belief, etc. After finish this great fiction, I will read the "Obras completas" by Jorge Luis Borges, I love stories.

Today is the Dragon Boat Festival. Hot to die...

beautiful pattern

Yesterday I went to school, met some classmates; some of them were interesting and someone serious. NCTU is very big; I always walk around the institute building and FamilyMart. Whole afternoon we listen teachers and seniors said something about studies, I had a little nervous.

Then I went to my friend's new house, looks comfortable. I like the sofa that with beautiful pattern.

good news~

Yesterday I went to swim, but in actually I can't swim, so I just played in shallow pool and went to the room of sudatorium. When I back home it's almost midnight, I had finished the last film of case in hurriedly. I slept not very well, and I dreamed someone told me I had not been enrolled.

This morning I went to school to delivery the case files, then back home to sleep because I was very tired. Afternoon when I washed my clothes and searched the part time job, school called me and told me I was admitted. uh...finally...:)

3 diaries

1.
The day before yesterday I spent all day to add subtitle (again!), and I went to deliver the files. I saw a kitty sat in front of a door. She looks graceful, looked at me with confuse sight, but didn't act more. I said hello and then left, because of the pounding rain.

2.
Yesterday I tried to write but just little, I felt so boring with these things. After dinner the rain becomes heavier, I got a free drama ticket but I hesitated about went out. Finally I moved on, but when I got there I've been late. Not bad, this story.

3.
Today is bookshop's day. My nose has a big zit.
Tomorrow is my friend's birthday; I brought a book and a cake to her tonight.

5/29

Good morning! I am waitting for my roommate...,when she arrival I will go to Taipei date. I am dazing...

5/28

A women's collection is very plenty, my roommate is verify it. But her friends was said:you are not a normal women. I just say women is cherish the past... Now, my living room is full of cartons, I am close my room's door, out of sight...good!

5/27

Lazy two days. I was catch a cold, felt aches of my body and some phlegm in my throat. It is very uncomfortable. Always feel sleepy. My nettle rash is not heal, continual eat medication let me vexed.I need healty body....

5/24-5/26

I forgot it, but I want to sleep, so bye bye first. :P

books

I put some book to sell on online bookshop for many months, while ago the online bookshop sent an email to me and told me I have income of sold 15 books. That's great. I almost forget them.

hard to earn money

Yesterday I went to school and talked about the interview cases, I felt very tired, and I don't want to revise them anymore...

I spent 5 hours to add subtitles to a video, just a half hour, I thought after I finish them, I will to quit this job. :(((( unhappy.

frog!

I swept my room and cleaned up something at living room this morning, doing the laundries and reading book at the same time, took my clothes from online shop, but I don't like them. I decide to return them.

When I finished my housework, I went to bookshop and continue got to work. I saw a frog in front of the toilet and told to my colleagues, one of them was very excited, and she helped it to jump to other place, but failed.

5/23

Today is busy, when I into office, the phone is not stop for ding. My breakfast is eat till 11:00...it just a salad. Because another colleague has a business trip this week. Recently an order has questions, hope can end of this week.

5/22

I was went to wan-li with my friends. We were incensed for her mom and drink tea after. She will moving in this week became my roommate.expect!

picky guys

This morning I got up early and it's exceeding my expectation, I was too tired for taking photos yesterday.

This afternoon I dated with my friend and talked about his cinema, he will publish the DVD of them, and I will help him to design the cover and a pamphlet of the information of his films. We tried to discuss any idea we can thought, because of his picky and my finicky, we can take half day just only for choose the color.

for wedding

Yesterday my friends and I went to Yi Lan took photos for one of my friend's wedding, all we were six people and two dogs, in an antique car, it's cool....!

Because of they want have free style for their wedding photos, it's like a little trip, we went to beach and mountain, walked across the military housing, ate ice cream beside the fishing port...we played tired but happy.

5/21

Maybe I am busy today, so I am writting first. Has a two customer in my home, my brother and his daughter.. All is playing game, I don't know why doing here.... Maybe is free than home.

By the way, yesterday you asked me "სამხრეთ-აღმოსავლეთ" was what language?I after check, it maybe is 喬治亞語, see as below has more information (smile)

http://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-tw/%E6%A0%BC%E9%B2%81%E5%90%89%E4%BA%9A%E5%AD%97%E6%AF%8D

5/20

My brother was came to my home with his daughter, we went to ate KFC at night. He said about the official and home's something. Sometime I felt a little bored, because many thing perplexed me... Life should be has more diffcult problem, I can only chose settle. Good lucky to everyone.

5/19

I forgot what I do something before three day.... The age is big and forgetful. Recently sleep is not enough, worry to something, hope everything has a perfect ending.

Taipei Film Festival

Got up early and went out. When I end up an interview in Sin Dain, it's already noon. Back home and ate lunch, I went to bookshop at 4:00pm. It is a packed day.

Talked about movies of this Taipei Film Festival with colleagues, we want buy two or three ticket packages, but we can't sure how many films we will to watch.

shopping spree

I don't know why I was unsettled, I almost shopping spree all day. I bought many kinds of stuff: clothes, flip-flops, films, pens, and foods. It's my bad habit. Every time I feel annoyed, I trying to do something and hope I can feel better then. But sooner I always regretful for spent too much money.

blue cat

I was very lazy to make interview date with director of vocational high school, so I do nothing today.

Yesterday my friend and me sat on a bench of park, three cats play with each other here, they didn't afraid people. My friend told me maybe someone always feed them, their ear were cut, seems like they already be ligatured. Two of them look fat, short legs, one have a blue face, very cute.

5/18

Today is not beautiful....,because my company has a order was cancel maybe. It is a big order, unhappy.

Biutiful

Last Saturday I dated with a friend to watch movie "Biutiful", but he canceled it because he didn't want go out when rainy. Today we finally went to movie theater and watched it, I like it so much. It's a story about a man who did some illegal jobs, one day found out he was suffered from the cancer...There's something beautiful, like as his dream, his ability as touch the soul of dead people, and some scenes. It's a story about memories, or perhaps, "I hope you'll remember me." I cried many times, but not too sad, that’s beautiful, and makes me feel kind.

5/17

I watched the movie " 3 idiots" tonight. The movie is easy to understand, and response some questions in India. The book "The white tiger" (白老虎) described to under life in India. If you are interesting, see it.

India

Heavy rain all day. I promised a colleague to take over her duty because she should to set her graduation project at the same time. And I borrowed the book "Nine Lives" from bookshop, I want to know more about India, there people, there life.

5/16

There is a visitor in my home today, she called Amy who bought my dinner cames. The weather is not good, when I ride always wet my pants, what disagreeable weather! I want to wear shorts go to work tomorrow.

an ordinary day

I worked at bookshop all day. There were not too many things to do, and just few customers. Because of rain, we just ate some snacks and bread alternative the meal.
Sun, I miss you.

5/15

Computer just crashed...Fxxk! So based on the reason, today is off!

5/14

Please see as below：
http://times.hinet.net/times/article.do?newsid=5240316&option=infotech

So...lazy a day

THOR...

I thought I've a little amnesia...or lazy to remind what happened in yesterday...I remember I had moved so many books to promote at bookshop, just that.

And I went to watched "Thor" today, uh... :(
That’s too simple and I don’t like…
It’s took me 290 dollars, because it’s a 3D film.

5/12

I was singing with SW tonight, the rain was very amazing.... We was drank some beers, maybe the weather bad or mood bad? I don't know, but I feel sleepy..

heavy rain

I should go to bed early. Tomorrow morning I'll get to GuTin station do something and meet someone, and then go to school bookshop till 8:00pm. I don't like any kinds of work and I always afraid of chat with people who unfamiliar.

Rain drops loudly. When I went out to dump, I saw the light of the streetlamp cast on the rain. There’s variation of rain. I feel beauty.

my computer

Yesterday night my sister told me my computer has been repaired, I was happy but I asked how much about repaired it, she said perhaps more than five thousand dollars, there's some problem with my motherboard and hard disk. But her boyfriend told my sister don't worry about money, he know I was no extra money. I deeply appreciated his kindness, but I felt more pressure that I should to find job as quickly as possible.

5/11

There is no earthquake today. My room about 30°c, my music list hasn't change this week. Recently when I went to the GYM, I found a man was running everyday. I felt he was thinning today. I need more struggle......( /_\)

damned mosquito

I watched the movie "My name is Khan" with an old friend this afternoon, I don't know if that is the way make most of people accept it more easily, because of Khan's brave and true belief, the cinema described him as a hero, a genius, I had a little worry about it.

And I hate mosquito sooooooooooo much.

5/10

I feel a little unhappy. Many things I can't control and I don't like it. But everyone must responsible for self choice. We msut just go forward. It's a game, enjoy it. And never be afraid!(motivational)

A (_______) JOB!

I went to the vocational high school that I've been last week. I thought I met the author who writes many classical works in MRT carriage, but I'm not sure. Tonight my mom asked me, "Why don't you try to take the exam of public employment?" I don't know what I can answer.

Anyway, I searched the information.

5/9

Today is so hot, the darned GYM has not open the air condition, I feel so hot and uncomfortable... Please,Please,Please, the ticket is so expensive,don't stingy. (fire)

5/7-5/8

Yesterday I went to SOGO because I had a date with my friend who came back from Germany recently, but he was late. I went to stroll at SOGO department, but all the things are too expensive to buy. Then we bought ice cream and ate at bench. The zero-fat favor, so nice! "There's nothing interested in Germany." he said, then he told me what happened in their journey. Although he said that, he got a second-hand old camera in a low price, which is the only thing he feel better.

Today I sunned my clothes, cleaned the house, bought non-egg cake and gift, but my brother did nothing and just at his room with his girlfriend. I just want to smack his face. And I asked him to clean his own room at morning. It's extremely awful.

5/8

Per I was got home by bus. I spend 10 minutes for wait, 25 minutes by bus, 7 minutes for walked at home. I has a friend in my home, so bye bye..

5/7

Saturday, I was bought a cake got home, when my grandmother asked me: how much? I said: don't bother. But my gradmother gave me one thounsandy at last. she gave me too much. She said:I will need your help to buy something.

work, work, work!

Yesterday I got the pay finally!! My sister recommend me an animation "Colorful", it's a story about a suicide student, forgot the things when he alive, then back the world solve the problem he ever faced, and getting the support from his family and first friend to over live.

And yesterday when I worked in bookshop, had a practice chance to conversation with foreign customer, but I didn't do it well. Anyway, I try to.

5/6

Today, I was cleaned my house with +0, so lazy a day...

vacational high school

Yesterday I went to another vocational high school, and I finished the interview at forenoon. Afternoon I back home continued my work; I heard a voice from my heart told me that the case is not worth for its pay... although I think that is benefit to further my horizons. It takes me about 3 to 4 workdays a case; I can't leave the computer, which is the worst thing for me.

Vocational high school students have more confidence than their directors, I'm glad to see that. But I did not to agree with some words like "low achievements" that the director added to the students, I tried to figure out this sense was be prejudiced.

5/5

I sold my gym's ticket, because moved and traffic was not convenience. My roommate has a simple treadmill, I will wait for hers. She will moving on middle of May maybe. I am looking forward to she moving. I will not lonely.

5/2-5/4

Tired of cutting film and add subtitles... that is the worst thing recently but i should make it be accepted, or I can't get the pay. Sometimes I like talk with young people because I can find out the different world, they knew something that we perhaps never touch. I can wrote down proficient words about them but I am not them, maybe that is so-called everyone does what he should do.

The day before yesterday I read a book about China: "Country Driving: a journey through China from farm to factory", by Peter Hessler, a staff writer of The New Yorker. It's make me thought a lot of things: China is be posited in "developing country", in actually "farm to factory" is "farm 'change' to factory", everything's changed.

Last week I found a book "Nine Lives" at bookshop of school, that is what I want to read recently.

5/4

It is raining. After get off work , I went to the gymnasium. It is quite recently that I ate too much. I felt my body produce fat, so scary... Tomorrow is good day, because it is 5th. (smile)
Oh, It is good, if not have rain. (Although Taiwan is unwater.)

5/3

Per I watched the movie,and washed the body.I felt a little sleepy. When I off work , I think I should be clear the house,but I am very lazy. And I have to write the dairy!! Oh my god, it is very troublesome for me. Jessie's idea is kill my brain cell.....

compensate for 5/2

There is no internet in my new house, so I can not write the diary. Moving wearied me.....

"spring snow"

Yesterday night I read a book “spring snow”, by Yukio Mishima. Compare with the other part, “spring snow” is a story of young people, their pure love, the spirit, and emotion of them. But beside the simple issue, it conceals something like as belief, transmigration of soul, the acme of beauty, and question of history. It’s interesting but p.257-p.288 was wrong page! I can’t read. I decide to return the book to library today morning.

Then I slept well to noon today. When I got up it’s already 12:00. I should go to school at 13:00 so I can’t return it today.

draw a map today

Cloudy day.
I got up very early. There’s some sunshine into my house when I got up about 7:30am. The light on the wall looks beautiful, I took so many photos. A second-hand camera, I brought from my friend Jia-Lin. I'll try to use and test. Aperture first or shutter first, many kinds of function of the camera. So I searched knowledge about DSLR-like.

At noon I saw a movie “Dancer in the dark”. Make me feel so sad.

Then I went to take a walk around our block nearby, more and more buildings, more and more cars. There are three stores sell breakfast, one FamilyMart, one 7-11, one hair salon, and more then five stores of letting agent.

I really don’t know what the future of Tamsui will be. Maybe like a busy city more or less, or go to a ruin.

mutter

Today is rainy day. Cutting films till now, my eyes was got broken. At first I guess that is an easy case, make a phone call to date with the director of high school, do an interview, write down manuscript, and make a simple film. Fine! Fine, the problem is the "simple film". How the film can be a simple one? I actually that is never be. This simple film nearly one-hour long. "Simple", get to the hell....