sorry about missed your birthday, almost. recently i usually feel unwell, i think i'm not the one who can sustain my one alone, i mean truly alone, like as when you say something to someone, you'll look forward the reply. but when i got the reply i feel more worse. short and impolite, i don't know how can i continue the invitation. when others do something that i can't expect or i don't want, i feel far far far far to them. that's not their fault, i hope not mine, either. at last i need the unreal but polite relationship... sometimes very fragile and feel get hurt easily, was i hurt someone before? i hope everyone stop hurt each other... i'm not strong enough but i with affections abound in my all. i know you but sometimes i don't. i want you happy if it's hard, i hope i can beside you. good night and good luck. both us.

7/21

Don't lazy....that's all.....(ㄎㄎ)

Recently not well for everything, but I think the notion is important. I will try to make happy by myself. Anyway I forgot celebrated your passing test. I will shout you a meal next time.

Today afternoon when I get off work and back home, the view of the road beside MRT train was beautiful. The dark clouds, sun shine lights the trees and houses, watery skies. I was in a good mood so I decide to cut hair. Not bad this hair style.

why i have a feeling that is you can write them all totally by yourself then give me the pay? if you want to correct some words for your ideal model you can just do it don't ask me anymore, i can just get the pay and do what i can do, even i don't think your describe better than mine. some words i avoid to use because of my picky. i don't like them. should i tell you? but it's doesn't matter, the online website will not appear the name of the author of the content, and i don't think i'm the author of those words, either.

i think i am too angry.

the day before yesterday i went to Hsinchu to checked my room of school dormitory, my roommate already lived in and put her stuff to the better side, the side near window. so my desk near the door, when someone open the door suddenly, i think it will hurt my back.

i think i am too stupid.

I saw that few days ago (from a blogger who copied from Alice's wonderland):

“But I don’t want to go among mad people,” Alice remarked.
“Oh, you can’t help that,” said the Cat. “We’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad.”
“How do you know I’m mad?” said Alice.
“You must be,” said the Cat. “or you wouldn't have come here.”

I just thought about what you will give me if I tell you I need something irritable, is that my wrong? I really don't want to know and I will run away and cover my ears. I don't want listen anything anymore even that I let you said something at first. I'm a truly bonehead. damn it.

7/6

keeping lazy :P

I dated with my ex-boyfriend today afternoon. This morning I receive a very big package, it's my sister sent from OSAKA. Beside some chocolate cookies, all of the package is full of her winter clothes, sweaters and overcoats, I almost getting angry, she bought too much.

My ex-boyfriend share some interesting things with me, and told me my sister was very interesting. He starts learning French. I think he has some genius of language but I don't.