12/1

1st of December, last month of year, recalling a whole year, there are good things and bad things happen, seems the same as formerly. But the day is still day by day through, it hasn't stay.
We thought hold it, actually lost ,but I think if you have efforts, you will prove gains.

I need some amusements let me happy and happy...

start the new year dairy...no, schedule book. strange feeling.
seems like the things i should used everyday, cultivate duration, and felt familiar that i can get the relationship between us.
or maybe the problem just about its size... :P

i don't know what my real thought, about my work, emotion, future, so on. i can get the easiest way soon when i find the logical on things (but also that is dangerous because make me ignore the effort for the process).  everything looks like the same to me. it is awful.

11/29

About 2013 new years eve finally by overnight bus back, direct money saved!! I only hope it is not too cold...

I have a date with af at 12/15 will go to Danshuei and Bali ride bicycle or eat my donuts? Do you want to go, bird?

Btw, I feel af will lose about my bet , I am waiting to eat my M.....

11/27

Today is cold, I  feel body movement slow and want to sleep all day.
End of the month, I was spent too much money this month, but no spends also difficult... I feel not beautiful..(crying)
I should go to buy lotto now, after that winning~~oh ya~! ( go to dream)

11/26

I was busied myself with make a desk calendar a few days ago and it was done last week. So I get started reading and do other things.

The weather has been raining, my clothes is not yet dry, boring... I just turn on the dehumidifier let it dry slowly. So cold now..

11/12

I was sick and slept not well yesterday, when I saw a Dr. and ate medicine, now is well. But my brain still heavy feel like tipsy state... hahaha

So I can openly don't exercise this week,  and then like a worm ready to fatten in my home.  

11/8

I was hungry again, recently always feel hungry, even I told the Dr. who only asked me would you like some meal replacement? I said no, I still like to enjoy true food....

Every time end of a after meal, I will think what the next meal to eat , full of food in my brain...

i love the book EEE said:
"Get hurt. Get well. Cry with a open mouth. Smile with close eyes. Feel forever in a fleeting moment. Feel it all happened in the past."
especially i love this one 'feel it all happened in the past' then we can close them. i mean totally closure.
goodbye hurt.

11/7

Today is beginning of winter, I go home after work. But my brother transmitted wrong message last week, so my efforts down the drain, forget it!

 Msn will stop the service next year, really sad, though user already lass and lass, but still full of memory, bye! small green people.......

11/6

Keeping a habit is difficult, I don't know those people how to persist that? I think really difficult for me, but only try to do.

I was easily distracted, do you have any good method let me absorbed? Oh! I only special intent on treat someone! So I think I have potential for keep a habit intently.

11/5

I used more energy to exercise, my feet have cramps, might sleep well tonight.
Af bet who can reach the goal about reduce weight with me, the loser will treat a McDonald's. But she is cold now, I feel a bit dangerous, so hope she get well soon. (?)

11/4

I though I out of control, I was too irritable, a bit thing could let me impatient that really terrible.
I want to slowly, but I don't known how to do and I am puzzling.

11/1

I don't should wear T-shirt and shorts, when I ride motorcycle really cold. So after work off, I am rushing to home.

As I talked to you, do what you can do first when you no idea. Maybe actions just let you known how to do.  Don't embarrass yourself and somebody or nobody.

10/31

I was watched movie "Argo" on Monday, it was an adaptation of true story. But I checked the event late, still some discrepancies. It's a movie, as long as good looking , and film editing well.

The weather is beginning cold, I already change my sheet and thick quilt. 

I feel a little contradictory, but I don't understand, this state is the most suitable for spacing out.

10/24

I forgot wore sport shoes, so I don't go to exercise. Found a chance lazy, I want to exercise true.....(weak).
Too much thing worries me, so put it rotten, when I such think it, suddenly be happy.
Never trouble trouble till trouble troubles you.

10/23

I feel my English seems doesn't a bit progress...!!? Or I am overhasty, I though should be. Now I should do good job better, don't think too much and let every things changes easier.

Reading~reading~~let me dizzy

10/22

There is a something to be happy ,when I want to see Dr., my period is coming. From the last time on mid-Aug, I seldom can nomedication. 

I watch my health checkup from 3 years ago, physical problem a lot, hope after lose weight and exercise can more better.

10/21

Today I went to haircut or else my hair is to long. After haircut, I was meet with my friends for ate lunch, but my eyelids was so heavy, my holiday always wake up more early than working day.

The weather began to cold, please be careful catch a cold.

10/17

My period doesn't come let me irritable, doesn't come again, I have to see a Dr.
Recently helped many people see the Zewei that eye was injured. And I was jack of all trades, so never mind. After all, life owns by self, happy is the most important.

10/16

I think I will growth up, because I always feel hungry recently, so I bought a lot food to cook, including cabbage、dried tofu、a piece of fish and also bought a very healthy oat soy milk!

Oh! besides I bought 2 oranges as my dinner. I hope to growth up quickly....hahahaha

10/15

My colleague told me about horoscope trend until the end of this year. She said: we will continue to busy work , I think it is a good thing for us, but...we fear is empty busy. No no no, good luck to us.

By the way, found home near a cafe, we might drink next time.

10/14

I am emotionally unstable this week, so sometimes want to eat sweet sometimes not. But in fact, I am eating too much.....so horrible.

I went to watched movie " Taken 2" this afternoon, I felt it was like first episode, just the role to swap. If you are not picky that you can see it..( If your money doesn't know how to spend)

National holiday

I was ate and drank at the national holiday. It was spend too much money for me, Unfortunately my machi need to work, she cannot play together, the vegetarian not to mention.

But, I have to help guys playing and eating, you're welcome.

National Holiday

Today is National Holidya.
Every year, our company will be attended to Electronics Show in Nangang Exhibition Hall.
It's really boring. All of my friend are out for their wonderful holiday, but only me...
No one can chat with me through MSN.
I always felt sleepy after lunch time. HELP~~~
I miss my bedroom.

10/9

Should be 10/10..

Anmi meet me about eat breakfast at 6:30 am. I though she was just joking? But we are really meeting in the morning....

I bet I will late..hahahaha

10/8

I had a sleepless night and tinnitus yesterday, it was worried me. So I effort to exercise today, hope tonight have a good night. Don't dream, it will make me poor sleep quality.

10/5

So sad.

I don't want to pay attention to the time, it's let me anxiety. I really just want to do my thing, not sadness. Headache.

10/4

The day I asked you : who is your most respected people so far? I thought and thought should be my grandma, we think can become grandma's people is very powerful, anything seems cannot baffled her.

So the end the most powerful people still a women.

10/3

Recently wrecked news very much, please be more careful.

My brain full of paste, there is no way to absorbed read and do other things. I want to be a simple, but hard to do for me. 

Don't thing to much, just read and do it.

Happy Moon Festival

Good day,  I was busy this weekend.

On Friday, I went to hsin-chu with +0, because we originally had to work on Saturday, but there is friends invited us to BBQ, so we change the plan.

On Saturday, we went shopping and watching movie. The movie "逆光飛翔" is a relax and ordinary story, overall it is good. (the heroine is so beautiful )

On Sunday, work work work work..........I need time to sleep...

9/26

My medicine is so bitter, no no  no, my heart than mouth more bitter. Every day listen to English, my ears are calluses.

I want to watch movie "life of pi", I like the screen of strong color style movies, of course the movie content is more important. But screens of beautiful is looks comfortable.

9/25

I feel this blog can be renamed for afn's exercise book......, I think taking the time for writing diary or short sentence or amend my grammar is also very well.

I write also annoying, no people can share with me. (crying)

dumpling

Although I want to be lazy, I have cheer up for writing.

My grandmother's dumplings has different taste, when I back home and asked she, she said: I added some ginger and other (I forgot it |||), so every time I ate dumplings outside always felt taste not right, I think the delicious is unimportant on here, it is belong grandmother flavor.

Because I like eat dumplings, my grandmother often make dumplings in my childhood.

9/23

See typhoon again next week, so my home will BBQ in advance by this week. I felt ate too much..., my stomach was not good, and body spread BBQ flavor..

After coming back from Okinawa, I've been eating and sleepy, I have gained 1kg. 冏

I get started exercise and study tomorrow. >_<

9/21

I came back yesterday, please claim the gift by yourself. My gift is body sore and bankrupt, so your gift only eat shit :D  you're welcome.

These days, I only eat sand, shit will let your eat, I am kindly.

I also started to listen to annoying English. :(

  

bird brid happy birthday~~XDDD
(uh, i hope you don't mind the correct date:-D)

tired.....

Today is shopping day, l spent my all money in drugstore and loan 10,000 yen with my friends.....
The trip passed by a half, I don't think about after tomorrow's cost...囧rz

arrived okinawa

In the afternoon, I was flew to Okinawa by china airline. It is sunny day, but let me down, because I passed the chance to memorial my young life.
Just a moment, I was ate japan noodle and go shopping. Already felt tired.... I want to wash body now, hope traveling is well and safe.

can u celebrate?

Today I should watching concert in Okinawa, but actually I was at home all day. 

I think this song should be chorusing of all fans.

Sorry, we'll can not celebrate in Okinawa, but  I'll play your songs at home.

Happy 20th anniversary.

FUCK SANBA

Fuck , damn typhoon sanba, our Namie Amuro 20th anniversary concert was cancelled, I am so furious and sad......All fans has the same moods.
Namie chan don't cry, we have next 30th 40th......we will support you.

By the way, my airliner changed to 9/17 afternoon, only do once tourist...
Now, I need to see namie chan DVD abate my anger.

9/13

Just a moment ago, I went to bought shorts with my friend in carrefour, otherwise no short can be worn. Wash everyday is annoying.

Btw, my dinner was ate Mcdonald's. ya, so happy, I think my loss weight plan will difficulty.

Yesterday i had a dinner with my ex-colleagues at Bei-Tou, a restaurant have tarot service. It's interesting, we four girls are all single, all of us ask question about the relationship with the one we cares. The answer made me heartbroken, haha. Someone court me and i know that, but you always want to know what the impossible one thought of.
It's doesn't matter...it's doesn't matter, i tell myself the tarot was show what you afraid, force me to face them. I can choose do something what i can do, i can date with the person but i can't know what he feel. I try to given some distance, for him, also for me. Five month passed, i don't know why he still affects me.

9/12

Lazy all day, I haven't exercise, cook lunch, and study...
I think I understand a people once said: even if you know there is a hole in front of you the road, you'll still likely to jump. wake up!wake up!my friends and me.

Keeping positive, we'll reduce mistake.

Fuck

Terrible.... Fuck! Damn Sanba and Damn me!

9/10

Monday is busy, today morning only me in the office and everything isn't well. Customer already hard to wait then factory also follow up...  

The different age has different vexation, you can make it as life lesson, think about how to solve it. Enjoy the course.

Confused, confused, confused. (is that express the chaos of my recently mood? kuku~) The day before yesterday was my birthday, when i was a office worker i always take a leave on the day, go shopping or go to the movies, do any kind of things that make me feel happy and free, because i'm single. But in this year, a new friend invited me to see an improvisation, and i agree that. That day, we had a brunch at a restaurant in Tian-Mu, named 'wood & pot', i had been there nearly three years ago, in that time it's named '兩回熟'. After lunch we take MRT to Comedy Club, the performance was so creative. i was laughed out hardly even dropped my tears...then we went to elephant-mountain. Actually what i want to express is the relationship between us, i try to clear it.  We all common people, not beauty not hansom, be swayed by our emotions and feelings, that's doesn't matter. What i afraid is i can't trust my feeling, and the feeling was so complicated.
(kuku~again ;_; )

0909

I have huge changed in this year. I am married with Chicken. I think everything is good in my marriage, but his younger brother. Maybe there is really too many principles in my life, but I really thought he is a rude guy.

Today, he made a phone call to Chicken, he said his mom didn't cook dinner, so would like to have dinner with us. In the same time, I had already cooked dinner, and prepared to eat. Chicken invested his younger bother to my home to have a dinner together. But a hour passed, he didn't show. I made another phone call to him. He said, he don't want to eat in my home, so he bought some Fried Salty Chicken and will share it with us. I immediately told him, we waited you for a long time, and have some food for you, and so on...(What did he mean? It's really bad to me.) I don't want to say anything more with him, but I really want to say..."SHIT YOU."

9/9

I went home this week. Long time didn't go home, I chatted to my grandmother all afternoon, includes something happened recently. It was relax and carefree this afternoon. But I discovered that home hasn't cook every time, so I just ate outside...

Sunday, I went to ate tea time with my friends, but i only ordered some drinks, because I ate too much at home. My grandmother cooked dumpling too much, I was too full...It was carefree afternoon again.

9/6

Bird said my grammar was very odd, but she seem hasn't help to correct my grammar, so I had been writing. Hope one day my grammar is fluent.

I will see Namie Amuro's concert next Sunday, eventually has a happy things to me. I will help to you play in Okinawa. 

Had a meeting with my teacher today, she looks well and healthy, in a good mood. She, her other two students and me ate lunch at an old and famous restaurant, after lunch we went to a coffee shop and told each other about our direction of research. Not bad but i was too lazy during summer vacation. I have to create a new book list at first before the new semester.

9/5

Eat some snacks, but I am aching in stomach. Clear the refrigerator's food, prepare to buy some food tomorrow. 

My right eye is so pain, I think my sleep posture is good, who hit my eye...English also let me headache..

9/4

Long time to cook, I prepare for tomorrow's lunch. The vegetables is so expensive when I go to market buy it, I feel my face cramps...even still ugly.

Repeat the English CD, still don't understand. =.=
Stayed up yesterday, I feel very sleepy..

9/3

Just go home, my cousin eat dinner with me in Taoyuan. My belly is full of food..., and drink some beer, YA! I think everyone has a point of unhappy, but we need to be happy. Things will be smooth.

9/2

I went to Hsinchu yesterday, participate in the concert. It's a activities of the country government. I said took the PET bottles to exchange ticket last time.

Long time no go home, I will go home next week.

Had a date with a doctor yesterday, doesn't cause any uncomfortable but for a film. Like as any other story of growth or a compromise with self, the film doesn't touching me at all. He told me some knowledge about medicine training during his student period, how doctors doing judgment and therapy, and why he went to Tanzania this summer. Anyway, i have to assortment the data i had collection recently days, it's a big work.

8/30

My dinner is spicy dofu, it is delicious. Long time eat dinner....., today comfort myself. After dinner, I cleared my home and it's very dirty.

I have not accompany your birthday this year, just a little sorrowful. Oh! another friends of course not the service. :P  Happy birthday to u.

No pains, no gains

I expected myself do better.Although I think pain to read English. More than, do everything are not easy.
My English book bought long time, just ready chapter 2...., need introspection. I think I am hyperactive-children, hard to keep quiet. Go ahead!!!fighting!!

Dear Af：
              Read English together, fight together!

8/28

Make a card again, hope she like it.
I went to exercise today, but tired. Maybe slept and ate not well a few days ago.
I need to learning about life and face the music.
God bless me !

Adele

Listen to Adele - Hiding my heart, why make me sad?
This song is calm, why make me cry? why make me cry to bitter tears?
I think it's course because understanding.

I felt not good, but I need to pull myself together. No matter who decide how to do, I just understand myself. I need time now and future...

Wish you are well, but you know I don't really. *^_<~

8/27

Long time has no write.
Last writing was 1 year ago....Don't lazy baby.
Many things happens this year, I don't very like.
Because not good thing.

I have to try to learn anymore in future.
I have to stop cry at first, dig heart in a bit deeper.