Yesterday i had a dinner with my ex-colleagues at Bei-Tou, a restaurant have tarot service. It's interesting, we four girls are all single, all of us ask question about the relationship with the one we cares. The answer made me heartbroken, haha. Someone court me and i know that, but you always want to know what the impossible one thought of.
It's doesn't matter...it's doesn't matter, i tell myself the tarot was show what you afraid, force me to face them. I can choose do something what i can do, i can date with the person but i can't know what he feel. I try to given some distance, for him, also for me. Five month passed, i don't know why he still affects me.